I really want to just give up sometimes, and today is one of those times. It's been how long? nearing a year since my face has these eczema patches which won't go away! I've been on and off steroid cream, and now, I stopped using steroid cream, but my face has really been a mess. I really just want to throw in the towel and take those steroid pills to make those patches go away. But all those unsuccessful cases of people who need to take higher dosage of steroids pills just scare me so much. Every treatment is just so expensive, I really feel so super guilty of spending my parents' hard earned money when I'm not doing that well in school, and I'm really feeling like a failure since they love me so much, but I can't really give them a good life now.

Sigh, what should I do?

Dear god, what should I do now???

I swear. Everytime I try to use the sewing machine for various reasons, it would spoil for no reason. =.= So irritated with it. 

So freaking screwed. I'm so freaking screwed and tired.

Now why are you ignoring me for? For asking what now?

Today is not a good day AT ALL!

Right.

My GC broke down. ): Seems like I've got to get a new one. Sigh. And warranty expired like.. 3 months ago?

Sighness. D:

Some people are born to love others, and some people are just born to be loved.

I think I'm the former, although I would very much like to be the latter...

It's not to say that I'm unloved. I have friends who love me very very much, and I love you all too! <3

Sigh. Life isn't as easy as it seems to be as compared to when I was way younger, and not affected by all sorts of nonsense. But I do suppose this is life.

Captain Horster once said," In a storm, there's just one thing to remember: it'll pass".

The biggest storm in my life did actually pass, and things actually were better. But I'm not sure if another greater storm is yet to ravage me. I pray and pray, that it'll all turn out well, in the way I want it to be, in the perfect and sheltered world that I used to live in.

"God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference."

Am sick for the trillionth time this year. ):

But the good thing is, I get MC! But the entire day is wasted on completing my homework.. )):

My nose is leaking.. =.= Right.

Anyway, I really should learn how to keep my mouth shut.. Seriously.. Should hold back comments, and stop offending people.. >< This quiz is quite true.. I shouldn't shoot my mouth off, before I can fully evaluate the repercussions of those words. NOTHING HAPPENED. Just a thought after doing this quiz.. I think I speak very directly most of the time, because I know that I can't keep my emotions (whether good or bad) within me all the time.. But sadly, this world is not tolerant of the type of person I am. I believe that keeping emotions in would lead me to blow up some time or another.. >< Which I don't think i'm prepared for.. But oh wells.. The quiz..

Find Out Which Disney Girl You Are!

You scored as a Belle

Dancing furniture, singing spoons, and a man who needs a serious haircut - sound familiar? Well it should! Belle was a very independent spirit with alot on her mind, much like you are! But in life, there is a needed balance - learn when to speak your mind, and when to hold it back. Sometimes offending someone isn't the best way to go!

Oh right.. I think I'm kinda feeling better. But its like this kind of suppressed feeling would come out again. Ah wells..

I'm like physically tired. ): And not to mention, mentally tired from thinking too much too.. Sigh.

I need lots and lots of sleep. ><

It has been a long long time since I updated.. Livejournal says i last updated 3 weeks ago.. So I suppose that's quite long..

I swear.. I am grossed out by ants. I hate ants. ><

They never fail to give me creeps. AND I WANT MY HOUSE TO BE FREE OF 'EM!

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